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Do we live in a fake world ?

Humanity wants to be lied to. I've seen this so often and experienced it myself. Because if they ask you for your honest opinion, they'll be offended or mad at you. Though you knowingly didn't do anything wrong.  Because many people always say they value honesty. But that is not the case. Because then they would have to admit that they are not perfect, not flawless and vulnerable.  But what's wrong with that?  All of this makes you an individual, your own personality, something unique and special!  Isn't it enough that the world is becoming more and more unreal and false? All the media trying to convince us that we are like us, are not okay? Nobody would love us as much as we are because we have cellulite, our bodies are not well trained, we are too big or too small? Why do we have to adapt to “the norm”? Is it really all about being supposedly beautiful (from the outside), lying in people's faces, even though you have a completely different opinion because you ...

THE BROKEN BRIDGE

I was driving through a bridge and I had an accident... It was a broken bridge in my life and anxiety, pressure and stress was surrounding me in the form of fog. I fell down from a huge height and I was falling down endlessly... During that fall in my life I lost my my smile and was very upset for months hating myself. Though seemed to be okay from outside but yes i was in pain. But that broken bridge accident was the luckiest accident I had... The free fall for months took place the same when and then I fell in your safe arms. Yes, that bridge lead me to you. I didn't knew anything about you and you were not even an acquaintance to me neither was I to you. We started talking unexpectedly but that's what life is, totally unexpected and uncertain! You made me smile, you made me worried, you gave me fears, you blew away my fears, you took away my tears, you gave me tears, but everything in a positive manner and I am blessed that you showed me positive face of all the negative thi...

And I, the sky

I don't wish to be like a fallen leaf on the road, And you a fast car. When you pass me,  I momentarily fly, As though  I might actually be heading somewhere.  But my flight short-lived,  Only to land right back where I was,  And you nowhere to be seen. I wish to be where sailors look with hope, For if you are the sea, And I, the sky. Nature says we don't ever meet,  Then I can just laugh, And be at the horizon.       Written By- Aaryan Gupta

Death - An ending or a starting?

Death for most of the people out there in the world it is a thought of losing someone precious , someone they love, someone they care for. For me the answer for this scariest question of life remains the same. But why someone we love , someone we care for ,  someone precious of ours has to die. It is the question of life for everyone in the world. Why someone can't live forever or can't live for an eternity or for 1000 years.  So when I asked this question to elders or in the old holy books it says that there is a new and better life waiting for them. So this life was not better for them? and it also says that someone new has to come that's how life works. But for me death has a separate meaning it is not like losing someone ,  leaving our loved ones behind or starting a new life after this. It is like death is a barrier that ahead of this we can't meet our loved ones or we can't care for them. People say everything that happens in this world has a point in it and w...

I FELT ALIVE

We had no hopes but it was successful. We made it. After stressful three years of pressure, anxiety, nervousness accompanied by corona made us like living dead. We all needed to reboot ourself to make a new start. We were not expecting anything as whenever we planned something in these years it got failed at last moment. Similar was going to happen again. But I think this reboot trip was written in our destiny...  We all felt alive once again after the hard time. It was road trip of three of us. I have never felt so free in my life. Car was at a speed of 90 km/h and windows were open.. Cool breeze , pleasant weather and I was singing from bottom of my lungs outside the window. Yes it may be crazy but it was the best feeling!!! It felt like I was expelling out every negative vibe of my life and every toxin I have inside me. It made me mentally so refreshed that I was all set to begin with struggle of life again.  What I learnt from this brother like friend's trip is that evey s...

DEAD SILENCE

2 months earlier Her breathing is slower and irregular. The only sounds you can hear in the hospital room are the humming and beeping of the devices and their breathing, which is stabilized by the devices. I hear her lungs rustle when she breathe. She breathes in ... nothing for a long time ... then she breathes out again. It goes on like this all the time. Day and night, week after week. It's dark here in the hospital room. Very dark. Although the weather is beautiful outside. It's the beginning of summer. The sun shines with the smile of the people in competition. But since the cancer advanced, it can no longer tolerate brightness and noise. Because with all the medication her body concentrates on the essentials and thus goes into energy-saving mode. Only the lighting of the devices illuminates the room and does not make it appear quite so lifeless. She has only recently been dependent on the equipment in the hospital. And all because the doctors treating them have previously...

Dont sell your souls!!

Money Its something that drives everybody crazy. But how much people crave money makes me go crazy. Saw a very huge indian actor do a pan masala advertisment and I lost every single bit of respect for him.On being asked by somebody on social media, he said he gets paid for doing it. Like he even needs money after what he has earned!! I mean how the hell can someone be so mean. We guys are foolish giving so much respect to these guys and being fans when all they care and crave is money. We forget that after all they are actors and they will endorse anything that brings them wealth. Money is for us...We are not for money. You are not gonna take any if this with yourself. You came alone and will leave with your deeds. Everything else will stay. People sell their dignity like that for some dollars. God forgive. They dont care that they are such big influencers and people will follow them. Just imagine this impact. Though people are also foolish following blindly.  It breaks my heart to...

When you are alone...

What do you do when you're alone? Especially without your phone When there's just the fan swinging And no sound, no ringing But Just cringey voices to break The silence, that keeps you awake When the curtains cast a shadow That they have done all while But still it's strange to feel And dare even a simple smile. When you hear footsteps which exist For you and you alone How's it to spend a day, just you and NO phone. Written by- Bhumika Arora

Confidence or Arrogance

 There's a super thin line between being confident and being arrogant. Here's how to know when you are heading away. But before I reveal the secret super diagnosis, why do we really need it? Ego comes naturally, with age. As our life span is shortening, maturity fortunately is striking us early. And so is self-respect. Which is good. But only until we know our limits. It's too hard to bear even a suggestion by parents or neighbours, let alone orders. And this shows up everywhere. When families seperate, colleagues fight or even CMs change, it's ego that pushes acceptance.  And how to notice when the thin line's near? CHECK OUT THIS DIY. 1. Are you able to take suggestions from elders? 2. Did you recently had clashes with your dear ones? 3. Do you feel you can live all by yourself? You need some reform if the above are relevant. Achievements will come your way. So will success. But not without distress. Think what if you would have failed, not to be stressed but to f...

Felt so real

I saw you in my dream last night.  Your fragrance lingers in my mind yet. It felt so real, Like nothing had changed,  Like the world was on pause, So long as your hands were in mine.  So long since I've felt that serenity. So long Since I've ached for you, Like everything after Had never been. Then I awoke, Remembered the pain,  Wrote this down And haven't fallen asleep since. Written By- Aaryan Gupta

Without you....

Without you my love,  I am nothing You're my magic,  you are my everything With you my love,  I want to fly up to the heavens,  I Am done of bed dreaming  I will never have enough words to tell you  how much I love you,  my heart's gleaming Be with me please,  that's all I need,  I can't stop my soul leaning Without you my love,  I am not myself,  I hope you know the meaning  I am ready to endure,  I am ready to run,  my heart's screaming I am ready to die but to breathe with you,  I am done of dreaming In the middle of hundreds of doubts screaming You will need only one reason to trust me,  but can you see my heart gleaming? Without you my love,  I am not myself  I hope you know the meaning          Written by : Aaryan gupta 

DEATH

It's so hard to accept that the person who makes memories with you becomes a memory... Even though we have spent so much time with them but that unfortunate day becomes the darkest nightmare as that moment does not leaves us alone. We get numb, mind stops working, everyone crying around us and our tears rolling down too... But can we feel better in this situation?  Firstly whenever we feel to cry we should cry for a minute as it makes the heart light.  The second is most important one. It is just to feel positive and lucky. Feel that yes! atleast this person was a part of my life and I was blessed to have him! Remember that even though a person leaves the body but the soul never dies according to Bhagwat Geeta... You know very well that you would have cried in front of that person then he would have been broken seeing you like this, so never forget that they there soul is still giving you blessings and feel them around you. There are many who never see their parents, grandpare...

Empty glasses

Empty glasses in my room,  empty house with too much room.  Move the glasses make a start,  move the glasses for more space in your heart. Walk around and get some air,  walk around as if you are there.  Walk out of your mind and into the present day,  walk around and you'll be okay. Speak to family, speak to friends, empty conversations I wish wouldn't end.  Empty mind and empty hope,  clear the empty from your throat. Speak now with empty words,  trick yourself so empty doesn't hurt. We all want to be someone we're not,  but empty is here I'm with her a lot. Walk around and get some air,  walk anywhere empty is not there.  When you're there make sure empty cannot hear,  then the new thoughts will not hear. We all know about the glass half full,  clear the empty once and for all.                     Written By- Aaryan Gupta

Sexual healing

Our eyes meet. The desire for one another can be felt in the air. It's like being electrically charged. It literally crackles. We are getting closer and closer, but our eyes do not lose each other. The only thing that matters is you and me. Everything else is unimportant.  We face each other. Slowly, very slowly, our lips approach. At first they touch each other very carefully and delicately. But that doesn't last long. Because our longing for one another, the need to feel each other is far too great.  Now we are so close together that nothing can separate us. Our hands explore each other's body. Our kisses become more passionate and explorer. Our breathing is now irregular and intermittent. Just feel the mutual and the kisses are enough to fulfill us. And cloud our senses.  I gather all my willpower and reluctantly break away from you. Then I take a step back and look at you. I take your hand and lead you to the bed. As you sink down on the bed, I look at your masculine ...

MEMORIES

All we are left with are memories. Though we can't experience the moment again but no one can take away the memories of the moment from us. Those may be of a positive situation or a negative situation.  It's easy to forget about good memories but it takes a lot of time to move on from the bad memories. They stuck in our mind like our worst nightmare... Good one's makes us to feel lively everyday but the bad one's makes us hollow from inside whenever it hits our mind. The best solution is to try to stay happy for what you have not for what you lost. If you will keep thinking about what you lost it will stop what you are going to gain.  For me all memories are very positive, because if it is good then it helps us to live in that moment again and if bad then either that moment happened to give us an experience to avoid future mistakes or to make us feel blessed that even though I can't experience it again but atleast I had it in my life.  So, just try to spend quality ...

Many people had to die ...

Today is again one of those days of the year, which unfortunately has a negative impact. Because exactly 20 years ago around 3000 people lost their lives. And why? Because of a terrorist attack on the World Trade Center in New York. But why does all of this have to be? Isn't there already enough suffering and misery in this world? Why are wars waged? Why are there terrorist attacks? Why are there attacks? Isn't that bad enough already? Why do you have to repeat the mistakes from the past? What motivates people to do such bad and fatal things? I can only shake my head uncomprehendingly ... Because of such people, families have lost their relatives, people have had to lose their lives. Have people lost their way because they couldn't cope with this tragedy and couldn't deal with this bad day or people didn't even have the chance to live their lives! Be aware that your actions have consequences. Not only for yourself, but also for the people around you  ... In memory o...

If I left today...

 If I left today Would you remember me tomorrow Would you remember the hurt we felt  And the pain of remaining Of one in the same Would you remember the tears  that I shed for you  And the night we laughed,  floating carelessly  Over all that was blue Would you remember my hair.  And the way it fell As you swept your hand across my face Would you remember the sound  of my crackled voice When I was scared to tell you how I felt Would you remember  who I was to you  If I left you today And begun tomorrow. A new.    Written by : Aaryan Gupta

Narrowly escaped death

  I stand in the hall and dial my sister's phone number when I hear someone gasping for breath in the kitchen. I turn around and see my sister supporting my mother. I watch what is happening from the outside because I am too shocked to react. But my legs take control of their own accord and I rush to help my mother and sister. In the shortest possible time, I grasp the situation and act as if remotely controlled. Mom gasps for breath, but her panic does not allow any of this. I take her arms and lift her up in the air so the lungs can expand. I look my mom in the eye and see that in her widened eyes one can see deathly fear. She is fighting for her life and gasping for air. But all efforts do not help. My sister pats Mama on the back, who is leaning slightly forward over her arm so that the piece of carrot finds its way out of the windpipe. All the while I encourage her and breathe in and out with her. I notice how mom becomes more and more calm over time and breathes with me more ...

No time to lose

 I have been told to want less  not every lover comes in with lofty promises  sweet words and an immaculate heart.  Yet i have never asked for such  no vows no words no pristine souls  all i need is some patience  if you want a rose know she'll sting  if you want the sea her depths have horrors  my tongue will tell the anger of my heart  my passions will tear open the strongest veil  there are no delicate dreams here  just a woman with too much of a mind a bag  with too many lavish souvenirs  an adventurer with no time to lose. I can make my own promises, say every word I want to hear, a pure soul to me is vapid. If you won't try to tame me  then let's drift with the wind  till we find new land sit by my side  and let the world slip we're getting older  yet the horizon is young Written By - Aaryan Gupta

The way of life

Why do we try so hard with people who are not serious about us, who play with our feelings and don't give a shit about our well-being? There are people who don't deserve all this effort! Because if a relationship, be it a friendship or a love affair, is nurtured and sustained by only one person, it will not go well for long. Because this one-sided relationship is always doomed to failure. Because at some point even the most understanding person on earth will no longer have the strength to maintain such a relationship.  Because waging a one-sided fight is tiring and exhausting in the long run. It is nice that there are people who worry about others, who make an effort and give everything for them, but that doesn't make you happy in the long run.  Because at some point you get the feeling that you are just being exploited. To be worth nothing not important. And in the end, you wonder why you are even alive when everyone doesn't care how you are.  Because you are only good...

Maybe one of us...

I've seen your side glances when they all talk you've seen my side glances when it's calm. you know I don't need as much help as I ask I know you don't have the extra time the surplus you talk about.  That night on the rooftop while our friends danced into a psychedelic haze we didn't you and I found a place to sit a place to be us we didn't say much at all. There was too much to say.  maybe my head on your shoulder was my confession maybe your arms wrapped around my back was your confession no words just something understood friends don't look at friends the way you pierce your gaze right into my ribs friends  don't look at friends the way I find you across a noisy dance floor. Our little infinity our little moment a wry smile we're just friends let's give it a try we're just friends living a lie.  Maybe if one of us had the guts tonight. Maybe if one of us could ruin it break it down Maybe one of us could say we were never just friends ...

After you read this ...

... Do you know who you are to me! You are selfless ! Because you always put the well-being of others before your own. You are always available 24/7. No matter how you are or where you are right now. You are strong ! Physically and mentally, nothing can get you down. You can handle any situation. Whether easy or difficult. You grow with the situations and come out stronger. You are loving ! Anyone who doesn't appreciate you is stupid and their own fault. Because to find someone like you who has such a pure and lovable heart is very rare. Please never let anyone tell you otherwise. You are humorous ! Not everyone understands your jokes. Which might frustrate you sometimes and question yourself. But that is exactly what makes you unique. Because I understand your jokes and share your humor. Let the others think what they want. They are just too stupid to understand. 🤭 Because you are not run-of-the-mill. You are honest and loyal ! I have hardly met someone more honest and loyal and...