Written by heart

When you do good, people expect you to do good and never live upto someone's expectations. All you will get is pressure. What happens when we get pressure? Perfect things gets messed up and messed up things get more messed up.  These so called people play hide and seek in your life. Ahh! loved that game in my childhood, but these people spoiled the game. They show up just to show their fake expectations and give you more and more pressure until you mess up. And what after that? What happens when it comes to clean up the mess? They get faded like they never existed.  Maybe they do this just because of jealousy. Or maybe they try to keep them on a safe side who just fade away at the time of struggle and stay in touch when it's the time for harvesting.  So just try to stay away from such people who may throw a pressure cooker in your face anytime while playing hide and seek.  And please never be one of them... Always care for those who genuinely care for you.  Stop...

You say you know me Are you sure of that? Or do you just think you know who I am? Because maybe I'm not who you think I am. But should I tell you something? I don't care what you think you know Because the people who are really interested in me and my person don't have to tell me to my face that they know me. You don't have to use it to make yourself feel better. These people who really know me know how I am, what I feel and what I think. They know what my life looks like, which fates I live through and which demons I have to fight with. They don't kill me and take advantage of my vulnerability and my sensitivity. They strengthen me and help me up. And don't leave me lying around and step on me like a piece of dirt that is not worth taking care of. So are you sure you know me I do not think so. So don't talk behind my back pretending you know me. Because in reality it would be your wish. But unfortunately I don't want to have anything to do with such men...

Sometimes it can be positive and sometimes negative. But do you know what's common between the two? Both of them have a power to make us feel emotional. And songs are the perfect way to feel any kind of nostalgia hitting you.  You fell down, you rise again , you are sad, you smile again. In any kind of situation songs are just perfect to remember the situation later.  Just imagine it's a situation which made you feel very low and killed you inside. At that time you just listen the song you love hoping that it will make you feel better. Okay it does. But when you listen that song later it won't be your favorite because along with it's positive vibes it will call up the negative one's of that situation.  Even if there's bad nostalgia about something you loves just try to make the new one's. I love winters. I love standing in my balcony in late night, listening soothing songs just to feel peace in cold weather and silence. But even though I love winter in my ba...

When I stepped down from the boat all I felt was peace. The soil gave made me feel a different level of purity. Was it one step closer to the other side of the world which is full of peace and it was just nil percent of it? All I needed was a long break till last month and this step was the perfect end to that much needed long break. It's so sad that the hype of this soil is so underrated as compared to other unnecessary hype. But that's a plus point. When something is hyped people do it just to get results and they expect very high. When this happens,  even when that thing is perfectly fine people are not satisfied. So it's better to keep these rare and pure things away from hype. This experience increased my belief in god and peace of the other side. I won't say anyone to try this experience because maybe only I felt it but other people of my group did not. What I learnt is underrated and non hyped things are far better than the stupid hyped things.  A big thank you t...

 Poems are gloves to fit  different fingers curled up in pain or fisted tight in anger or wave like,  summoning the lost ones in. Hold my hand and  walk me through  the garden leaf stroking the tall ferns  shy, nodding the cool wind away. Lead me to the truth,  to camel skin warmed fields  folded in blankets of autumn gold  falling down giddy slopes, lined with grasses  and tumbling flowers  still buzzing with pollen. Then I will shut the door  on that old life, the one lived in damp corners, pillows tea stained with cold tears,  rooms of twisted logic hazed with fumes and pointless hate, and I will watch the old walls fade, behind me,  my once home dissolving into dew. Written by - Aaryan Gupta

Tears run down her cheeks, all hope is drowning after so many weeks. The pain is written on her face, i want to wipe them away with a single gace.   'Cause to see such a strong woman tormented,  not everyone can handle that .  The same shit day after day,  no doctor knows the way.  So much suffering and so much pain,  my heart breaks completely one day. But it can all be so bad,  I adjust all my strengths day for day for that.  'Cause together we'll be your enhancer,  and conquer this cancer.  I will never give up hope thats why i pray down on my knee,  because without hope what kind of life would that be?   So always believe in what's good for everyone,  that should be your cornerstone. I know it's easy to talk, its not easier than taking a walk.

  Why you were the one who were standing right in front me holding a crossbow in your hands and pointing towards my feelings? If this was someone else it would have been okay, but it was not expected from you :( Do you know why? Because when someone very close to your heart does all this crossbow thing it hits very  differently hard. Who cares about other fake people around me,  but you were the one whom I could ask anytime to help me. But I never expected you would launch the arrow straight towards me without any hesitation multiple times. Sometimes in the form of action and sometimes in the form of words. Are you too one of them who always were a smiling mask just to hide there jealous and hate? No you can't be, you can never, you are one of the most trustworthy person to me, you can't do all this I am pretty sure about it... I wish I could say all these by my heart but I am sorry I can't... If for even a single second you trusted your friend then pls trust m...

A year ago your life went upside down due to an accident and tore the floor from under your feet. Your present and your future were unclear. All your plans have been destroyed and put on hold for the time being. So many stones from life have been put in your way but you have never given up. You kept fighting and never lost hope, even if life showed you the middle finger and no matter how pointless it seemed. Because giving up is not in your nature. You just stuck your tongue out at life and said: "I don't care. I won't let myself get down!" There are times when you too lose courage and hope. Do not see any point in what you are doing and therefore feel useless and worthless. You don't see any meaning in your life, but you value all the good things that happen to you in life. You are faced with new trials of life every day. But none of that gets you down. You get up again and again and start fighting all over again. You accept every challenge. Take one step at a ti...

For my better half! ... everything has started. My personal gift was born with me. To be exact 28 years ago!  The nine months before I was lonely with you, hidden under cover under Mama's heart. At first it was not clear to anyone that the world would be enriched with two children. But at some point it came out that two little hearts are beating under Mama's heart. Yours and mine!  After the nine months of "probation" we were released into our beloved freedom to enrich the world with our uniqueness and our big heart and hopefully make the world a little bit a better place. Because you are a gift only through your presence, sister heart. You are the best gift that life could give me.  Because we understand each other blindly. No matter how many kilometers separate us, I know you're always with me. And nobody can take that away from us! With you I get stupid thoughts. With you I can be who I am. For you I am like an open book that only allows you to dive into my wor...

  You have the purest heart that I know We wish good night daily before we go. Sometimes you treat me like your child How can someone be so kind? I really wish you were near Because even though we are far away you steal my fear. You share my tears when I cry When I feel sad you never say me a bye. When you share your smile with me it feels best But when you share your pain with me I feel blessed. Our friendship was so unexpected It was the first time when we texted. While understanding me you are so agile I know, like my heart your heart is also fragile. You are my stupid friend and I am yours Because you are an angel who protect me from evil wars. Never ever try to leave me How would be our first meeting I am so exited to see ;) 

It takes more than a brave man to confess  To those old happenings that have left him Lost in the solace of perfect stillness He was that person who scoffed at distress  And was ruled by the cruel caress of whim, It takes more than a brave man to confess. Sacrifice on the alter of success  Everything but the small stones that skim Beyond the solace of perfect stillness. And of the men that came to save us Their faith was fading and wearing thin They were not the men who could confess. But they will march on nevertheless And lose our prayers and desperate hymns  All the solace of perfect stillness. There are no gods or divine to bless The parents and lovers who will miss him. It takes more than a brave man to confess Lost in the solace of perfect stillness.

When a hearse comes towards you, what do you feel at that moment? What are You thinking about?  At first I am sad. Because at the moment when I drive past the hearse and breathe and enjoy my life, some other person had to leave his place on earth ...  Whether voluntarily without pain or due to his age, which is also tragic but far from being. I think it's as bad as involuntary due to an accident or an assassination attempt.  Death is always cruel because it leaves a great gaping void in all the hearts of those who survive. And to let this hole heal completely again is not an easy task.  Because this special place that has now become free in your heart cannot be occupied by any other person. For everyone you love, you wish that death would come quickly and that death would not have to suffer.  Because NONE deserves a painful death. And all of these thoughts go through my head in seconds, although I don't even know who the person is. I never got to know the person...