Written by heart

Someone asked me what is the meaning of love actually?? I said there is no meaning of love,  you can only see love in their actions,  Like, They desperately wait to see their love, They are obsessed with them, Just one day without talks feels like that you have completed a year waiting for it, And their actions never hurts you because its the mind who gets affected as heart always remains attached to them.

I still hold our love in both my hands, carved out a space for you on my nightstand. your ghost keeps me company, casting shadow puppets on my bedsheets, dancing barefoot in my dreams.  in morning light,  my hands still occupied,  balled in fists and holding tight,  throwing punches every night,  championing the fight  to never let go of you.

Hey lift up your face my friend Why are you looking down?  Why are you losing hope?  What? You lost your pride?  But believe me at this time you are your own pride.  You are a power that you should be most proud of…  You know the way you manage to accept things, sort out them and see them with your chin up makes you one of the strongest people I know.  Yes, it's hard to be what you are, so you are not a crap and your life is not a crap.  Don't even think of giving up on your life…  If not this world then at least I will lose a gem which is so precious to me.  After all, you are the one of whom you are most proud of :)             - Shourya Sugla  ᕦ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕤ

  I'm just an image of myself . The shell still exists and keeps appearances. But no one notices what it looks like inside. 'Cause I've become a master at keeping my broken heart in the plain sight of humanity. Because any cry for help from my soul is ignored. It's getting more and more loaded on me. It doesn't matter if I can still handle it or not. Every "STOP" and every "NO" is ignored. My heart is just an organ that keeps me alive. It constantly pumps blood through my system to accomplish any task or challenge I am given. But to be honest, what is it all for? Why keep something or someone alive that is just "an object" anyway? If nobody cares how you are doing, why should you still live? Oh yes, that's right... you have to make life hell for someone! There must be some idiot to bully and boss around! Isn't it sad that a human life, a good soul, is worth so little?

 THOSE HUMBLE HAZEL EYES A BEAUTIFULLY DECEIVING ONES SUCH A HYPNOTIST THEY'RE THEY CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD WITH THE SUN IT PLAYS A SOPHISTICATED TRICKERY THE SILKEN SHIFTING EYES WITH A GOLDEN FINESSE THAT HAZEL-GREEN HUE MY FAVOURITE AUTUMNAL FOREST THAT HAZEL-BROWN HUE JUST LIKE MY MORNING FUEL THEY'RE THE SCREEN OF MY LIFE IT PROJECTS MY REFLECTION CONCISE

My biggest fear is losing you. Because if you should go, you will take my heart with you and everything else that I give and will give you.  However if you ever leave me I will let you go. Because there is nothing more important in life than your happiness. And if you find your happiness without me I will be very sad that I couldn't give you what you deserve. But I'll support you and clear your way if it's the only thing I can do.  But until then, I'll give you all you deserve and pray it never comes to that. That you won't be taken away from me again. Because someone like you only comes along once in a lifetime. I'm glad to call you mine. Therefore I will cherish and nurture our love.  Giving us the time we need to let our love flourish. Because there is nothing better in life than being able to spend the rest of my life with you.  You are my personal sweetheart. I WON'T let you go for anyone. I'm so so so sure about that. I have only two reasons for th...

I was waiting a long time for these two hands to meet each other. Can't even believe this happened finally. These words 'can't believe' are so deep and carry a lot of mysteries that it's hard to imagine them. I felt it when these two hands were slipping away, sliding off each other to say a final good bye or see you soon. This was also something which I couldn't believe at that time. It had three phases. First sliding on to hold each other, the second one holding each other tightly for a small but the most beautiful time and the third one was the hardest when they slipped off… The first one brought a big smile along with it with tears of happiness in eyes which were hard to hide and the last one also brought a smile but this time with tears of hardness, pain and a rush of emotions. What to do at that time? No option was there for them but only to say "see you soon" rather than saying goodbye… When they will meet again, once again it would be unbelievab...

 MAYBE WE ARE PARALLEL LINES,  HE SAID. THERE IS NO POINT-OF INTERSECTION OR CLOSURE MEANT FOR LINES LIKE US.  HE ADDED. YES, WE ARE PARALLEL LINES MAYBE SHE SAID. BUT RARE ONES. JUST LIKE OUR INFINITE LOVE AND THE DISTANCE THAT SEPARATES US, EVEN LINES LIKE US HAVE THE LUXURY OF MEETING. AT A POINT CALLED LINE-AT-INFINITY,  SHE ADDED.

 WE MOVE IN A COLUMN, BUT WE JUDGE THE ROWS. WE CRAVE THE CURIOUS ROADS BUT WE FEAR THOSE WALKS. WE PRAISE THE ONES AT THE PINNACLE, YET WE JUDGE THE ONES ON THE PATH OF STRUGGLE. WE GIVE THE EXAMPLE OF THE DIFFICULT PATHS,  BUT CRITICIZE THE ONES WHO TAKE THAT STROLL. AS HUMANS WE SUPPORT THE FAME, BUT WE FEAR THE EXCELLENCE

If I have to "bake" my dream man, he would be just like you! He would have your appearance, your character and everything that defines YOU. Your dear and faithful eyes, they can drive you crazy. Your sensual and full lips, if i should meet you in real life somebody has to catch me if i pass over. Your aura and your charisma reach me through each of your pictures, you're so beautiful you don't need a filter Your way and your way take me on a wonderful journey every day. Do you think you are not special and do not deserve to be loved? Thanks to God you exist and are here on earth! I don't want to miss you Because without you life would be crappy. I really hope from the bottom of my heart that we will meet someday and never let go again my love!

DAYS TURN INTO NIGHTS;  NIGHTS BLEED INTO DAYS.  THE BLAND MONOTONY  THAT IS YOUR LIFE SEEMS NEVER-ENDING. YOU STRUGGLE TO COPE AT FIRST.  THERE'S A LOT TO PROCESS,  A LOT TO UNDERSTAND.  YOU WANT TO TALK, SCREAM, CRY-ANYTHING TO GET IT ALL OUT  - BUT YOU DON'T OBLIGE YOURSELF  BECAUSE IT WILL NOT MAKE ANY  DIFFERENCE YOU WANT TO REACH OUT,  BUT WHAT'S THERE IS A MIRAGE AT BEST,  AND A VOID THAT NOW EXISTS IN PLACE  OF WHAT YOU USED TO KNOW AT WORST.

Is calmness such a strong weapon that one can use to fight the monsters of their life? I have never seen you turning your back towards your challenges , as if these are part of your daily life !! How are you able to do that?  How are you able to accept these challenges and live with them? How do you manage to be so calm while facing these? No no, please don't say like that..These can't be a part of your daily life.. You also get emotionally broken sometimes in front of me only but what about other times? I know you accept the situation and behind your calm face there is a sweet broken person.. You are such a strong person my friend.. Never doubt yourself please.. Your story is definitely an inspiration to those who know you very well.. If not for others then at least for me, yes it is.. Never lose hope my friend and never change yourself.. Something very beautiful has got your location and it's on the way to you :)                   ...

The moms who lost their identity the day they became a mom. The moms who started all this [finding themselves] because they woke up one day and realized they were a shell of the person they used to be. The moms who, for years, have thrown themselves into caring for the kids and managing the household, many times while working a "regular" job too. The moms who have been over-touched and over-stimulated and over-loaded constantly, so much so that at the end of the day when our partners tried to reach out, we recoiled and we did that over and over until our partners just quit reaching out. The moms who have become angry and resentful, because our partner has literally watched us disappear. We don't know what they could have done to stop this or how, but at the very least, they seemed complicit in all this. The moms who have realized that they need more, want more, deserve more. To be seen, to be heard, to be desired, or at least to have a connection that doesn't connect ...

Are you really smiling?  But a few minutes back you were drowning..  Are you in pain and want a cuddle?  After all, you deserve that for all that struggle.  Is it necessary to hide your pain?  Oh yes, when you are needy no one offers some grain.  But when they see you happy, why do they ask for a credit?  Even though you don't even owe them any debit...  Don't worry my struggler  All of them are burglars!!  You just continue doing your good deed God will ultimately give you what you really need :) 

 AS MUCH AS YOUR MIND MEANS TO RESIST THERE'S A PART OF YOU THAT CONTINUES TO PERSIST THROUGH EVERY ADVERSITY. SOMETIMES THE WORLD SEES THE IMPACT YOU HAVE BEFORE YOU DO BEFORE YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO LOOK WITHIN YOU. THERE IS STRENGTH IN VULNERABILITY WHEN YOU OPEN YOUR HEART ALL WE SEE IS ART THE ART OF BEING HUMAN

 WHETHER IT'S REAL, RAW, MAGNETIC, SEXUAL, SENSUAL, EMOTIONAL, ELECTRICAL, CHEMICAL, PHYSICAL, SPIRITUAL, PHENOMENAL, OR ANY OTHER SOUL GRASPING, BREATH-STEALING WORD THAT DESCRIBES YOUR FEELINGS, AT THE END OF THE DAY THE ONE THING YOU ARE IS OPTIONAL. THOSE TRANSFORMATIVE, LIFE-ALTERING EMOTIONS THAT SHOCK BOTH OF YOU TO YOUR CORE ARE BEING CHECKED BACK IN LIKE A USED LIBRARY BOOK, TO GO BACK TO THE STATUS QUO. WHAT ONCE WAS WILL SIT ON A SHELF - GROW OLD AND DUSTY - LIKE SO MANY OTHER GREAT LOVE STORIES. MEANWHILE, WE'LL WALK AROUND HALF DEAD, WEARING BEIGE BECAUSE "IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO." WHAT AN ODD PLACE WE'VE CREATED FOR OURSELVES.

I know all that you won't believe me, because it is unimaginable for you that someone thinks like that. Yet it is the pure truth. I feel very honored and blessed that you feel all that you have written to me and that I convey and give you all of this. That you feel so safe and secure with me, so that you can always tell me the truth at any time, because you know I understand you and do not judge you. And I hope that will always be the case. But to be honest, I'm scared of all of this. I am afraid of being hurt and disappointed. Not because of you and everything around, but because I know I had to take a lot in life if I thought that life meant well with me. That's why I've become more careful, which is not always good. I am afraid that I will not be able to live up to all of this. That all that I am for you is just an illusion in your head and as soon as we see each other for real, that you are disappointed. I know you say I can never let you down However, I would like ...

Ever heard about humanity over materialism? If not you must think and feel about it In today's world we've lost humanity.. Let us take a small example of our roads In our life at least once we all must have seen an ambulance stuck in a peaceful surrounding called traffic  Yes peaceful because today's world find their real peace by honking and shouting at each other All the people stuck in there are in hurry to go but the forget that the most genuine and important hurry to go is of that ambulance That vehicle is not an ordinary vehicle ,rather it is an airship stuck at a crossroads. One leading to heaven and the other back to this world. That precious soul , who's life is in danger, is waiting in a traffic jam at the crossroads. Does it sounds good that a life has to fight a stupid traffic in order to save itself? It sounds so unfair.. Today let's promise no one else but ourselves that when an ambulance is on is way to hospital carrying that soul to human gods that i...

We plan to do so much in our lives  We wish to have brains as sharp as knives. In despair, we go to our mothers For advice, we turn up to elder brothers. Some focus on their books Others focus on their looks. The former become toppers The latter become droppers. We all have our heroes We love to have cheques with extra zeroes. We all have our views We prefer to stay updated through news. We work hard to earn cash So that we don't even have a small rash. We aspire to fly in the sky But all this ends when we die.