What is your heart doing?

If I asked you, "What is your heart doing?" would you reply immediately, "it is beating" or "it is pumping blood". I'm right? The answer is not wrong. You are right about that statement. First and foremost, the heart is there to keep us alive by allowing blood to circulate in our body. Our bodies are supplied with blood, nutrients are transported and our circulation gets going, etc.

But if you answered this question: "What is your heart doing" not with your mind, but with your heart and sometimes inside yourself, you would definitely answer differently.

If I had to answer this question with my heart, I would answer that on the one hand my heart is fine. Because I have people around me who understand me, who make me happy every day. Who are always there for me, no matter what situation I am in or what state I am in. Because I can and may do a job that fulfills and makes me happy every day. Because I am completely healthy again, without restrictions ... 

I could go on and on this list indefinitely.

On the other hand, my heart is not doing well. It is sad. Because my mom's health is not good, which puts a lot of strain on my heart, but also makes it strong. Then one of my brothers turned away from me and my family because he could not cope with the situation and would rather withdraw and close his eyes to reality and let us down than be there for me and my family. But that's ok. Everyone as he can reconcile it with his heart. As well as because my heart longs for true and unconditional love. My heart is ready to beat for another person and not just myself. My heart is ready to fall in love. But there is currently no one who takes me with my pure, immaculate, honest, scarred and wounded heart. Who sees and appreciates my true beauty. Who takes care of me.

But that's okay. Because my heart knows that there is someone out there who is waiting to win my heart for themselves.

So I ask you, "What is YOUR heart doing?"

Written by Alina