Why i am not good enough?
No matter what I do, how hard I try, it's always wrong ...
Why am i not good enough?I am honest with you. At the moment when I write this, I am not fine. I feel misunderstood and not valued. It makes me sad that I actually want to cry. But I don't do that. Because who cares how I feel? Why cry and reveal my true feelings when there is no one who can and will help me? Why cry when nobody cares?
I constantly have the feeling that I am not good enough, that I am not worthy of being spoken to, of trying to understand me, of asking how I am really doing.
I constantly have the feeling that I am not good enough, that I am not worthy of being spoken to, of trying to understand me, of asking how I am really doing.
But why is that so? What did I do that I deserve all the hatred and misunderstanding?
I do my best every day, try to please everyone, forget about myself. No matter what I do, I feel like it's not good enough.
Although I give more than I can, I tear myself apart, almost burn out. But it's never enough...
No matter what I say, it is often misunderstood. Then I am labeled as arrogant, selfish, mean or rude. Although I am not all of that. Everything I say and do, I do with a pure heart.
Everything I say and do I mean honestly and from the bottom of my heart. Why does nobody see that? I'm not a bad person...
Just ask me if I accidentally hurt you. Give me a chance to explain myself Because at least I deserve that. And the last thing I want is to hurt someone Before that, I prefer to hurt myself, crawl back into my snail shell and not become a burden to anyone. So that I don't disturb anyone with my presence.
But do I deserve it? Always apologizing for everything, always having to justify myself? I'm sorry I'm imperfect. I also have mistakes and I make mistakes. Every day. But only because I am a person who lives, feels and make experiences. All without bad intentions. You can believe me.
Either you want to see the good person in me or you don't. But I can't try to show my true and good self more than every day. You have to want to see it.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to read that and I wish you only the best. Because you deserve it!
I do my best every day, try to please everyone, forget about myself. No matter what I do, I feel like it's not good enough.
Although I give more than I can, I tear myself apart, almost burn out. But it's never enough...
No matter what I say, it is often misunderstood. Then I am labeled as arrogant, selfish, mean or rude. Although I am not all of that. Everything I say and do, I do with a pure heart.
Everything I say and do I mean honestly and from the bottom of my heart. Why does nobody see that? I'm not a bad person...
Just ask me if I accidentally hurt you. Give me a chance to explain myself Because at least I deserve that. And the last thing I want is to hurt someone Before that, I prefer to hurt myself, crawl back into my snail shell and not become a burden to anyone. So that I don't disturb anyone with my presence.
But do I deserve it? Always apologizing for everything, always having to justify myself? I'm sorry I'm imperfect. I also have mistakes and I make mistakes. Every day. But only because I am a person who lives, feels and make experiences. All without bad intentions. You can believe me.
Either you want to see the good person in me or you don't. But I can't try to show my true and good self more than every day. You have to want to see it.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to read that and I wish you only the best. Because you deserve it!
Written by Alina
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ReplyDeleteThank you so much 🙏
DeleteYou are so pure girl with so kind heart, you just need to have confidence and don't think about people's opinions, you are worthy and valuable,
ReplyDeletemy advice to you,
Deal with people around as you are a great person, who will value you will understand you, and who doesn't forget them, that's it.
Thank you so much Hazem. Yes i know. I try my best. Really. Your comment means a lot to me ❤.
DeleteYou are so pure girl with so kind heart, you just need to have confidence and don't think about people's opinions, you are worthy and valuable,
ReplyDeletemy advice to you,
Deal with people around as you are a great person, who will value you will understand you, and who doesn't forget them, that's it.
Hazem you are all of that too. Please take care of yourself. 🙏 💕
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