Bleeding ink for ages

 I'm nowhere close, I wander the cause ❗

Each day swirling & brawling through the white lined pages,

Now it feels like I'm Bleeding ink for ages.

Long back, catacombed my fanciful fairies into worldly, ambitious cages;

Encumbered with angst of future, career, money and all those materialistic baggages.

Trust me I conveniently convinced myself 

"Oh girl keep digging , you are just there" 

But Don't know whom I was manipulating?

 "myself?" or "the social expectations I was dating"

And finally I said it out loud

IT'S NOT ME, IT'S YOU !

But here I'm, Still trying to wave that final adieu.

TRYING, To Be Honest it's complicated :/

Written by - Aaryan Gupta