Why should I fight a battle that is long lost?

I know you are done with me Because we no longer talk to each other as we did before.

I know you are done with me Because you have time for everything and everyone. But not for me anymore.

I know you are done with me 'Cause you don't care about me anymore.

I know you are done with me Because you no longer pay attention to me.

I know you are done with me 💔 ...

If you were honest with yourself, you would admit that our time together is a thing of the past. If you absolutely listened to your feelings, you would be aware that you are treating me like dirt. I try so hard to keep our complicated relationship going. Which is not definable. But if one of them fights for both, that is not enough. Because that is doomed to fail from the start.

But I didn't want to admit that to myself. This is my mistake. I admit that. But at some point, when I realize that my struggles are in vain and lead nowhere. I also give up and lay down my weapons. Because all of my strength and energy that I invest in us can be invested in people who are really interested in me, who care about me.

But please have your ass in your pants and be honest and tell me. Do not lie to me. Because that in the long run will destroy me. And I won't let that happen. Just knowing that you are done with me hurts me every day and there is nothing I can do about it. That's why I'm letting you go In the hope that you will realize that you will never find someone who is as kind, pure and loving as me! Your decision. My decision has already been made. For the best for me and my heart.

I wish you all the best from my heart. Because I am someone, I am not resentful. And would only wish everyone the best. That all your wishes, dreams and goals come true. Take care of yourself. Because you are a really great and unique person.

But that shouldn't have happened with us now. Maybe our time will come ... who knows?

Written by Alina