Why is it so easy for people to leave me behind?
For me all of this can hardly be put into words.
Every time I let people into my heart
and each time they enter it again.
I keep trying to trust.
But how is that supposed to work without completely messing up my life?
Because obviously everyone is going their usual way.
Why am I the one lying broken on the floor?
Many tells me be strong, nothing can knock you off so easily.
But sometimes I find it difficult to build on my own strengths.
Since when have I been such a battered and broken soul?
The silent cry for help has been in my throat for a long time.
But nobody wants to hear
that's why I don't want to bother anyone.
But why is there nobody there for me?
Because I´ve always been there for others.
Why can't I be valuable?
Because my feelings and thoughts are always so pure.
How am I supposed to trust anyone else?
Without looking back at the past?
I always try to look ahead
without suffocating again.
In all the man-made lies.
How are you supposed to grow and prosper there?
Doesn't that make you completely ruined at some point?
Or does the reconstructed and repaired construct hold up?
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