Love the way you lie

I believed every single word you say.

But every single word you said was a lie!

I enjoyed every single moment with you.

But none of them were real. It's all just a sham made of lies!

I have absorbed and immortalized every single moment of you.

But none of it was real. All just smoke and sound.

With every gesture and with every "dear" word you wrapped me up, paralyzed me and won me over.

But everything was a lie. Nothing was real. All just poison that is supposed to break me piece by piece and  then should be docile and then break very slowly. 

But I was blind to it and trusted you again and again. Always given you a new chance. And you? Played with me Broken me piece by piece and threw all my individual parts in the dirt and trampled on them as if all of this was worthless.

I saw all of this as a token of your love, but you mocked me and talked about me from behind. Offended me badly, criticized me and didn't accept me for who I am. And yet I would help you up every time you fell. Was always there for you even when you weren't in my worst times.

I thought i loved you But that's not the case. I know that now. Because in reality I loved a lie NOT YOU!

Post Script: That is why it is important to have friends who will always fight by your side and hold up the mirror of the truth to you, shake you awake and support you in all of your life situations, even if you are obviously walking in the wrong direction. But in reality there is no wrong direction. Because every path you go, even if it is a supposedly wrong path, brings you forward and lets you grow. So never mourn a missed change or opportunity. Because in the end everything has a meaning. Trust it!