Written by heart

I can't believe that this one single photograph can express more emotions than a human.  I never saw her, neither did my mother but still sometimes it makes me cry thinking about her.  She left the world before I was born and left only photographs behind.  Some with my father, some alone and some with grandfather.  Grandfather. I don't have any memories with him too. The only memory I have is of his funeral which is still a nightmare to me.  He also left few photographs behind.  Whenever I see these I get emotional.  But why? Why it even happens.  If I don't have any memories then why I get emotional? Why do I cry?  Maybe because they left a perfect shadow of them along with these photographs in form of my parents who never let me feel that I don't have any memories with my grandparents...  Thank you for your shadows my lovely grandparents, your shadows are successful in making me feel blessed every second. 

 A spirit so free, Where did she came from, who made her? Who made her so heartless and brave? What did she fight to become this? she walks the Earth with vengeance and love, She is an angel yet evil,  Such a good heart yet colder than ice. She cannot be tamed, but she wishes to, as a spirit so Free is dangerous. The world does not deserve, Wild and beautiful soul like hers. So she made a world of her own,  And in her world nothing exists other than pure freedom. Maybe one day she will let you in, and you can see what it is to be wild and free. Written By- Aaryan Gupta 

When life tires you and you don't know what to do, it can be pretty shitty ...  Each of us has phases when everything is going great. At work, you are liked by your colleagues, everything is going according to plan and you enjoy going to work. Always with a smile in your face. Without having negative thoughts. You are motivated, exude a zest for life and have a lot of energy.  You can regulate everything and master everything without any problems. It's the same in private life. Nothing can get you down or throw you off course. There is someone waiting for you at home who loves you unconditionally. Be it your own family or your partner. You float as if on cloud 7. And that's how you go through life. Without worries, without problems. Always positive and happy.  But unfortunately there are also phases in life when none of this is tangible. You feel powerless, empty and see no meaning for your existence. Why am I alive if no one cares how I am? Why do I make an effort every ...

There is no one to be with except that moon Isn't their anything in this damn world which I can consider as boon?  Tears are not letting me to see clear Please pull me out of this situation dear.  Can I share something with this tiny leaf?  No, nothing is there but only grief!!  Can someone tell me in brief That why I am feeling this grief?  Oops, sorry I forgot no one is there Once again I am standing all alone in this cold night here.  I wish one day I get an offline friend But these days online friendship has became the new trend.  Old one's find new one's, is it so easy to forget?  It's okay one day leaving me will make you feel regret.  Yes..all of it hurts..but that's the beauty of this feeling  Now I can lie down in peace again and watch that ceiling...  (Sky is the ceiling of earth, so ceiling here refers the sky)          Written By : Shourya Sugla ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

 Would it be too much to ask for this warmth of fidelity like the saturation of the sun engulfing the mountains or how the autumn wind kisses the trees stirring occasionally, until the last leaf falls Or will it be the woes of wonders where unto the question of fateful lulls like an owl basking under the moon, begging for slumber while the stars peek quietly twinkling dreary dreams. Could it be the clouds that fill these eyes, the answer? But within the wake unclear, like a hazy orange day,  it is the breath and the sighs that consume the earth's vitals, like the essence of the breeze that climbs the crude cliffs, expanding this cinematic chest like and accordion towards the early sun-- a break of dawn that pries through the blinds-- blinding light Would it be too much to ask for this warmth  as I have missed those days when you do fill my shirts with belief and affection--surreal, like the wake of the sun unfolding its clouds--a twilight tease; Sigh, my eyes closed- open...

Love doesn't care how much money you have. Because no money in the world can pay you real, true and unconditional love.  Love doesn't care what gender you are. When a man loves a man or a woman loves a woman instead of "normal" as it is "normal" for a man to love a woman. Which is completely idiotic! Because everyone should love the one they want to love. This is what love stands for!  Love doesn't care about the color of your skin. Love doesn't care about your nation or origin, love doesn't care about your culture and love doesn't care about your age. Because love is unconditional without claims and without asking questions.  Love is such a beautiful and precious thing, nobody should have a say and interfere. Because in the end, the most important thing is that two people have found each other who can open up to the other without prejudice and without bad thoughts, get involved with each other and let themselves fall.   Because they know who...

Ever felt like you are either gonna break yourself apart or have an internal blast? Anyone who might have had felt this feeling might think that they have the worst of the lives. But imagine the state of those people in the past who had to work as slaves and were treated as mere objects. There is a positive side of everything. Looking at the positives motivate you to do better and looking at the negatives deflates you and that makes you see more negatives. The world is a beautiful place and it might be worser than hell. Depends on how you view it. I am not asking you to make yourself feel better by having a pity at somebody's suffering. I am just appealing that anyway nothing is gonna get better even if u downgrade yourself. At the end the work at hand has to be done, you have to break lose out of the situation you are in. So why not do it with a good attitude. This way people around you will also stay motivated. Taking lesser stress will not only help you feel better with less men...

Have you ever heard of snakes?  No, not those animal one's but those who were born on this planet gifted with a human body.  Oh how would you know about if you were one of them :O  Hissing in my ears,  Biting my heart and mind with your creepy fangs.  How was the taste?  Oh how would you remember because you have a habit to taste everyone as you are always in search of someone new.  Never knew snakes in a human body also needs attention but realised very well now.  I thought snakes were mature enough to never break the trust of their parents, but they are snakes first and then they are child.  Oh god these snakes sucks!!  There should be a camera in there planning room to keep a check what they plan against whom!!  Well talking about you, I think you already have one. But I am not sure.  I thought atleast snakes were loyal to their loved one's, but once again you proved me wrong that you are even worse than a snake.  I wis...

The sun is shining in the blue sky. Not a single cloud can be seen. The birds chirp their most beautiful songs and the fresh wind blows my hair in my face. I close my eyes and breathe the fresh breeze deep into my lungs. Around me there are people talking, laughing and enjoying life. People who go for a walk with their dog and children are not aware of the games and all the problems in this world. Everyone is fine. Nobody pays me any attention. Because from the outside, I'm fine. I smile at the people who come towards me, return the greeting when someone greets me in a friendly manner. I exude a calm and balanced aura. Everyone around me feels good. But am I really as good as it seems? Am i lacking for anything? Am I so happy and balanced or is there a crack in my facade? Because inside it can look different in a person. The first appearance may be deceptive. So take a closer look. The greatest sunshine you know, it can sometimes feel bad even if it doesn't look like it at firs...

 Stranded and alone at the sea For months gone by and months to be A voyager searches for the shore Beyond the water' rumble and roar. Like the frosty leaves after a night's cold That await the horizon's turning gold His eyes await a glimpse of land A paradise of palms and sheer sand. And when, just when before his sight  Appears the shore that offers respite Alas! the sea conjures in his way Storms and mist to lead him astray How then does he not give in? How does he yet want to win? A mere sentence, nothing more; A voyager is meant for the shore. Voyager- Just like the voyager, we are confronted with innumerable challenges and circumstances in life. Yet, a simple affirmation; that we are voyagers meant for the shore, can possibly give us the fortitude to get through the dilemmas to the shore of peace and success.

I am blessed that i was born in your safe arms. I wish I could remember the day when I was born and you had a priceless smile on your face. But that's definitely not possible, I could only see a wide smile on yours and papa's face in a photograph and yes, those smiles were priceless. Since my childhood I am so much attached to you that even a thought of being apart from you makes my heart feel shattered. Never leave me alone mumma, I can't live without you. I have all sweet memories of you and me. Some captured in my heart and some in photographs. All the moments I spend with you are the golden moments of my life which I wish are unlimited. Every day for you and for people you might get old but for me each and every day you become more cute. You are my lifeline!! Okay everyday I try to find a new reason to order junk food but believe me, my mother's hand made food is the best one for me which can never be replaced. Never thought that I would admit about food but I did, ...

This was the first time my friend that I was rude to you, shouted on you, hurt you. But did you even tried to understand the story behind it? You always told me i am so much kind, polite, helpful and so on towards others, but did you even tried to know the story behind it? No, you just left me alone in the dark phase of my life. I was hurt multiple times before, people were rude to me, but still keeping all my ego aside I tried to understand them, I just get hurt without even telling them. Now I ask you a question, when you are always good towards everyone and in return you get a stake through your heart will you be able to tolerate this for an infinite time?  I know the answer will be no. My limits were also crossed this time, I am also a human just like you so why always you can be rude ? Can't I be only a single time when it's too much for my heart to tolerate?  Rudeness is also of two types. One is when you are intentionally rude to someone in order to hurt them and the ot...

 Hindu festivals are always subject to all sorts of criticism and propaganda. Every diwali I see big influencers saying dont burst crackers. On every Mahashivratri they call out on the wastage of milk. They have an agenda for every hindu festival. I am not saying that it is wrong but if you are doing it, do it indiscriminately with other religion's festivals as well. Why Hindu festivals becoms soft targets always. Why not give " gyaan " on eid or on new year?. Are they too scared to comment on it?  There are some movies which I remember in which hindu gods were mocked but can they dare do it to some other religion's gods. If you want to talk about it, its ok but atleast dont do discrimination here or if u are scared to say anything about non hindu related things, why dont u just stay completely out of this. Even though I myself am not Hindu but still it pains me to see this hypocritic nature.

I feel paralyzed. My mind is working clearly, but my body does not want to function. I feel like I'm dying alive. I watch my body getting weaker and weaker every day and I can't do anything about it ... Because my body is too weak from all the treatments. My body is useless. I am useless. Just a cover that can no longer be used for anything. Why is my mind still alive when I'm no longer of use? I vegetate to myself day after day. I'm just a burden for everyone who takes care of me, who sacrifices all their love, time and strength every day to keep me alive. Why am I so selfish and do this to them? Isn't it best to stop? To end my life here and now? In order to no longer be a burden and to put an end to misery? Isn't everyone happier then? Without me? All problems would be solved in one fell swoop! But what about me? Do I want the years of struggle to be in vain? Would I like to give up so easily and give up cancer? Is my life already over? Do I not have a right ...

Is it so easy to turn it off?  No, it's not.  Wondering, "What am I talking about"?  I am talking about emotions, I am talking about tears.  When someone has been through more than alot they lose it.  It doesn't mean they are not emotional, and if in case of boys, boys can't cry...  It's not like that.  Every harsh experience when recedes away leaves a deep impact at the bottom of the heart of emotional people.  With this consistent pain, they become so strong that there's no need for them to share their pain with others.  They'll always seem to be happy from outside, hiding every pain behind their evergreen smile and jolly nature...  But someday all the pain collected inside the heart may explode like a bomb and that person needs someone to hug them so that they can cry in safe arms.  But isn't this wrong?  Good people suffer alot!  And at the end, their heart and mind shout and says ,"Turn it off!!"  After that ,the...

Memories have an awful way of getting to me When I see a cup of tea, it's always the tea we shared. now it's lost in meaning. When I laugh I think of how you'd laugh too.  how we'd look at each other and cry of laughs. Laughing has lost its charm  food has lost its flavor I wish you'd never played a song to me  I wish you'd never held my hand  I can't be thinking of you each time I exist Written By - Aaryan Gupta

If I hear someone beating their mother, I get mad! How can a son/ daugther be so disrespectful and have so little honor and beat his own mother? Should he/ she not be grateful to his mother, because thank you he/ she owes his life to her. He/ she grew up under her heart for nine months, was born in pain and grew up loving and protected. She sacrificed everything so that he/ she could have a good and fulfilling life. She never looked after herself because the wellbeing of her son or her daugther was important to her. And how thanks to this dishonorable man/ woman it to her? They beats her up without batting an eyelid. Without having a guilty conscience! Probably he/ she feels so big and strong because he/ she has "the power", because it submits to him/ her.  And who will help the poor woman? No one! Everyone is watching. Nobody comes to her aid. Nobody protects her from this monster. And why? Out of fear? Out of disinterest?  Have you ever heard of moral courage?  How woul...

What does fate have against our bond?  Why does something always come up?  What have we done to deserve it?  We write as often as we can. The time does not matter. We can let ourselves go. Be who we are.  When did the time come when I can see you? Can see you fully with my own eyes? I want to keep your perfect beauty in my mind. So that I can pull away in difficult days.  I want to take you in my arms and hug you, feel you and NEVER let go again.  I want to breathe your scent deeply and store it in my memory.  I want to hear how your voice sounds when you talk to me, when we laugh together.  I miss all of that ...  I want to perceive you with all my senses and save all of this in my memory for difficult times.  Maybe fate will be kind to us one day and we will be able to meet. I don't give up hope on you ... Written by Alina

I love these pages..  When no one else is there and I am alone or even in everyone's presence these are the most patient listeners.  When I feel low, I am angry, I cry, I am happy these pages are always with me and allow me to express myself so patiently.  In today's world when life goes smooth everyone wants to be with us.  But what about hard time? They just fade away.  Farmers works the hardest in my opinion, does anyone joins him during agriculture process?  But when harvesting season comes, everyone wants a share...  But these pages, they always listen to us.  When you cry tears rolls down on it and it tears in a similar way that you are going through...  Yes, expressing on pages makes me feel very better.  Just give me a reason to hate these pages.  There's no reason...  Try it, it will definitely help.  And if not then tear the pages in anger and enjoy living in a world full of snakes (fake people) .    ...

 I haven't seen you in years now  The last time was at a greasy diner  where you didn't even eat. you were upset with me again. telling me how I messed up,  yet again.  I think I ruined your day, again. I would never tell you much about mine How could I say that  I choose joy when you choose me I choose sorrow when you don't reply  I haven't seen you in years  yet your demanding  ghost has taken shelter under my coffee table. he makes me doubt the promises of love he looms over every touch every other touch  I thought i scabbed all your cuts, I thought i scratched my eardrums to deafen it,  your cunning ghost steals all the good  I get buries ticking bombs in every road  I take to find new companions new peace.  Now you're gone so take him too deep stab  wounds heal faster than you at the diner you buried, me  why haunt me now? you never wanted me anyway, I need you gone so someone can strut into  my ho...

When someone cries, it can be for a variety of reasons. Either you are happy because a situation or a person, a word or an experience has caught you so that you cry for joy. Or you cry out of disappointment, sadness or anger. Here the tears have a healing effect if you allow them to. Because you can let out all your anger, frustration and disappointment without exchanging a word with anyone.  The only important thing is that someone is there to hug you. Who comforts you and is just there for you. You purify your soul from all your negative baggage that you carry around with you every day.  Tears appear excruciating and unbearable at first. But they are very important for the mental well-being. Over time, once some tears have left your eye, they will start to heal you. The pain will be easier to bear. So please never suppress your feelings in front of the people you trust and you love. Because they eat you up inside and, then when you don't expect it they look for a way and you...

It was just a splash and my life was ruined in seconds...  What was my fault?  I am a girl, was this my fault?  Or I didn't allow them to harass me?  I did nothing to deserve this...  The fault is yours,  You never cover these topics,  You never discuss about them,  All you want is ads, ads and ads of materialistic things!  Feeling bad for me?  Giving me sympathy?  I don't want your sympathy!!  If you really want to do something then start discussing about these things in day to day life!  Start spreading awareness...  If something like this happens with a girl from your family what would be your wish?  That people surrounding her and the victims quietly watch the crime?  I wish your answer is no!!  Your wish must be that atleast someone in the crowd or the whole crowd saves her rather than watching the show...  Please be that someone...  Please save someone's daughter, please save someone's ...

Life changes very quickly the direction you want to go. You have ideas about how your life should go. But everything is different from one second to the next. It's nothing like it used to be ...  A few years ago I could still imagine having children, being a loving mother who only wants the best for her children. But for a few years now, I am no longer sure whether I would like to have my children in this world. There is so much war, so many diseases, so much misery in the world in which I don't want my children to grow up.  Humanity is becoming more and more brutal and selfish. There is hardly any love and security, trust and acceptance left. Everyone thinks only of himself and how he can get the best out of himself. Everyone is a lone fighter and no longer wants to belong to a community. And that's sad. Because I want to be able to offer my children all of this. A loving home, without fear and prejudice. So that they can develop and develop into the person they want to be...