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To go back home?

 A gradual progression Should just be more. But it sometimes May mean Recalibrating your pace. Focusing on things, You ignored while You were so caught up with growing. And as I sit wondering Where I go from here My heart says Home. Why isn't it a gradual progression, To go back home? Growing should also mean Holding onto warmth, acceptance. And unconditional love. Guess then it's home Afterall. That's where I stop.    Written By : Aaryan Gupta

Empty souls

Who is wrong,  Who is right?  Who is to tell,  Who is to find? Who is devil, Who is devine? How to judge,  How to define? How do I adjoin to become whole ? when all I see is, smoky faces, empty souls. Written by - Aaryan Gupta

True sibling love

How quickly does one become a brother or sister even though one is not related? Because to be someone's brother or sister is a great honor. Because that means that he / she trusts you, respects you and loves you like if you really belonged to the family.  Such a bond between two who call themselves brother or sister cannot be taken for granted! I myself have recently become the sister of a special person who trusts me, who is just like him, namely just as crazy as me but with the heart in the right place. We share the same sense of humor that hardly anyone understands. He is honest, warm and... if I'm honest, not very intelligent and stupid 😂. No the last one was just kidding. But he'll understand and laugh inside.  Because that's what sibling love is all about, not taking everything seriously and having fun together without the fear of being judged for everything. You can just be who you are and enjoy the time together.  However, you can always be honest without hurti...

THE SITUATION

It happens that the situation with our close one's becomes so emotionally special that we are unable to express through words... We just cry together and tears and eyes says alot whereas hearts feels alot... We want to face them but we can't do so because by seeing them crying we can't hide our tears from them even though we try your best to hide...  In such situation we feel so helpless and just think who made these rituals that even though we are not doing anything wrong but still we have to hide it from the world...  We just pray for the time when we can bring an end to all this shit...  This emotional situation does not make us depressed or lonely but brings us more close to their heart...  Just don't leave them because you can't see them, rather feel positive that you are forever connected to them through heart...  Have faith in your bond, in your powerful and special love that one day you will be together till the end facing all the situations of the life ...

The purpose of being

This is to remind your soul to ask you whether you and I are fulfilling our purpose of being. It's quite sometime since the pandemic set on. And this is to ask you what you did this 1 ½ year, to justify your existence over others who lost their lives. All of us have heard of families vanishing, men and women dying in humongous numbers. What is it that still allows you to live?  If you are here with us, then you have a special purpose of being. You should no more just survive, you should start living. Ask yourself today. I'll deliver an answer tomorrow.  ------------------------------------------------- UPDATE: Did you find an answer? Be humane. Be kind and sympathetic first. Nothing you own will serve you better than true relationships. They are hard to build, coz they cost you your most precious things- effort and time, but no doubt, they are worth each minute you spend.  Build connections not just with humans, but with mother nature too. With the bird that sings in your...

CRUEL TIME

Sometimes time becomes so cruel... When we want it to pass fast it passes slowly and when we wish that time should freez so that we can enjoy our beautiful moments it just flies away....  Hardly they could spend some time together due to all the restrictions and judging people around them. Whenever possible they called each other and when not they keep craving to just hear each other's voice... They could just wait for each other for the right time to come and to see each other. Even though at long distances for a small time but feels like they have a bond for such a long period of time... All that time they are not near each other each second become so heavy to pass... And luckily when they get some time hiding from everyone they time flies away.... Again just dying to meet each other, to see each other, to spend some time with each other, but they could do nothing... It's okay they took it in a positive way that atleast they are connected to each other and won't leave eac...

Why don't they understand?

 Why don't they understand? He asked with sorrow on his face. For they've seen him live through scars that could never be replaced. Why don't they understand? He asked with sorrow on his face. For he has always stood by them, through every storm they've faced. Why don't they understand? He asked with sorrow on his face For he always tried to make peace with all the hate. Why don't they understand? He asked with sorrow on his face For all what he has achieved, has been the result of walking through all the pain. Why don't they understand? He asked with sorrow on his face For all he wished for them was a smile on their face. Why don't you understand? He asked himself with a smile on his face For as long as you have yourself the world could just fade away... Written by - Aaryan Gupta

HOMETOWN BEAUTY

The sun shines through the green of the trees, straight into my face. I close my eyes and enjoy the warmth that the sun leaves on my face. I sink into the soft and green grass and take a deep breath. I breathe the fresh, pure and clear air while everything is peaceful around me. The temperature is pleasant and there is a mild wind. I listen to the rustling of the leaves and perceive the chirping of birds and the chirping of the crickets. Everything is so calm and harmonious.  No stress, no hectic and no responsibility that I have to follow. Just me and nature. Now I open my eyes to the bright, blue sky and discover a few beautiful weather clouds in the sky. Butterflies flutter around me and the bees buzz as they collect nectar and fly from flower to flower. The mild wind blows through my hair and brushes my sun-warmed body. I enjoy the greenery around me. No matter where I look, it's green everywhere or all kinds of flowers are in bloom. That's why I love to live here.  Everyt...

EMOTIONAL LAUGH

How is this possible that a person becomes so much attached to you that he gains a unique and special power to make you laugh and cry at the same time? Some people might say it's crazy or stupidity, but those who experience it and feel it can only understand how special the moment is....  He was on a phone call with her. He felt so safe and comfortable with her that he could not control his emotions and cried in front of her. No kind of embarrassment was felt. The moment he cried within few seconds she could not see him im teras her tears started falling down.... He was unable to accept the reality that they don't even know when they'll be able to see their faces again. But the moment he heard her crying he controlled his emotions even though he wanted to cry... Earlier he promised her that he can't see tears in her eyes then how can he make her cry... They was so happy to experience that their hearts are connected to this level...  They decided whatever will be the si...

Everything has its reason

 Everything has its reason I no longer ask God Why He put that burden on my back Because I realised If I hadn't been hurt then Would my garden be dripping with water  now Would art flow through my fingers staining paper Would I have been the purple butterfly Caring for words I speak Because my only wish before  Was to hear kindness.  Written By  : aaryan gupta

RESTRICTIONS

These restrictions are so harsh to us... Sometimes it makes a person so helpless that she loses all her hopes. Even if she want she can't do anything and everything goes against her. It makes the person cry and life becomes a torture!  Who made these restrictions? Why restrictions were made? Just due to peer pressure or again some stupid society rules? No answers, right? 'Turn eighteen and you will be free from all restrictions', this is what she has to hear all the time. Then why you started sending her to school before eighteen? Why you even allow her to speak, to see, to hear, to eat before eighteen? Some restrictions may be good for the betterment but most of them are so stupid and useless that life becomes a hell. You want a good score in studies from her, right? How will she score better if she would not be mentally strong and free from your restrictions? Let's take an example.. Why everyone on this planet are not rich? The answer is in order to keep a balance bet...

BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT

If you really want to change something, you have to take the first step and be a role model for others. Because without you doing something, the world won't be a better place. Each of us was born to make the world a better place. With the possibilities and means that we have. Every small step is crucial. Be it just to be friendly to the other person and to accept him for who he is. If everyone did that little gesture, that acceptance, there might be fewer wars, lesser deaths and lesser suffering in the world. Because what's the name of it? LOVE THE NEIGHBOUR AS YOURSELF! So easy and yet so difficult. But why is that so? What prevents people from loving others as they are? To appreciate them as they are. Because isn't that exactly what makes the world so beautifully colorful? All the variety there is? Isn't it all about living together? Can't we learn from each other? Would we just put aside false pride and open our hearts to one another? Because in the end we are al...

REMINDER

 Reminder What if we got reminders for all those things, we have done in our past for which we are guilty, and what if we getting the reminder for the upcoming future and if we going to wrong path so we got the pop up in our mind that’s not your way choose that path and you will be the successful one. What if we say Parents are those reminders who always remind us may be positively or negatively too but whatever they speak up we realized later that they are right and is it only me who go through with it or there are many more like me? I need reminders in my life what I want is that I need my parents in life so they can be my reminder and I can do my best with their blessings. written by- Swati

They both are'nt bound?

The world, with all it's cracks and flaws,  And the masquerade, sold.  Are yet, too cruel for a child, Or so have I been told. But isn't it the child that makes into a man? Or is it the other way around? Either way, can one guarantee, To the other, they both aren't bound? For centuries, we kept the young in void, Away from the universe outside, In the emptiness, where he grew, Putting his innocence aside. Albeit, isn't it our fault, For his contrasting blemish spark?  Just so not to make it dark. To make his world utter blank, Written by - Aaryan Gupta

Why always women?

  I have learned many things from Ramayana (one of the largest ancient epics in the world). Rama, a legendary prince of AYODHYA city in the kingdom of Kosala who loves her wife (Sita Mata) more than himself. The epic things happen in everyone life, they are our god but, in their time, they have to sacrifice something to achieve something and then here comes to goddess SITA Mata’s purity and who asked for that public (Sabha) and she has to prove herself so she gave herself to the mother earth. Even Rama (prince) who loved her so much but for the public he has to ask for the Mata’s sanctity because he is the king of the kingdom so he had to do things according to the public (Sabha).   Why women always? Why women should always have to proof if she is pure or not? Why people always point their finger towards women? But what I have learned is women is so powerful even she had to face so much problems but still she will be standing for her family like a pillar with her preci...

Bleeding ink for ages

 I'm nowhere close, I wander the cause ❗ Each day swirling & brawling through the white lined pages, Now it feels like I'm Bleeding ink for ages. Long back, catacombed my fanciful fairies into worldly, ambitious cages; Encumbered with angst of future, career, money and all those materialistic baggages. Trust me I conveniently convinced myself  "Oh girl keep digging , you are just there"  But Don't know whom I was manipulating?  "myself?" or "the social expectations I was dating" And finally I said it out loud IT'S NOT ME, IT'S YOU ! But here I'm, Still trying to wave that final adieu. TRYING, To Be Honest it's complicated :/ Written by - Aaryan Gupta

ARE YOU A MAGICIAN?

Are you a magician? I just look into your eyes innocently but it turns into a black hole... So strong, so attractive, just pulls me inside it and i get lost in it forever👀👀...  Are you a magician?  Everytime I crave for your smile and then see it, it just kills me... How? How can someone make their smile a weapon😳😳...  Are you a magician?  When I hug you normally it becomes the most relaxing andd soothing thing in this world which makes me forget all the stress and pressure... How can someone arms become a heavenly place🤗🤗...?  Are you a magician?  When you keep your hand on my chest, my heartbeat starts increasing...feels like a dead heart started to beat again💓💓.... Are you a magician?   When you hold my hands tightly I can see my future with you⚗️⚗️....  Are you a magician?  When we walk few steps together it takes me to a new small beautiful world of ours, free of judging people of that old dirty world🌎🌎... Are you a magici...

The moon is a friend

 To all the didactics of dark night It lights the hope Shows the way Under the beautiful Moonlight, While walking down to the Difficult darkness It gives calmness for all The nettle, And the fear Moon is silent yet Great listener I share all my worries And whenever look up to it It smiles at me like it already Knows,  what all wonders Are awaiting for me For other alone wondrous nights. Written by - Aaryan Gupta

MY DEAR FUTURE LOVE

My dear future love,  it is pouring rain outside and I am writing this letter for you in the hope that you will read it. I don't know WHO YOU ARE, I don't know WHERE YOU LIVE. But I know that my heart only beats for you. Every heartbeat, every breath and all of my time is just for you. My whole body is full of love waiting to fill you. Every part of the body, every cell and everything I have to offer is distorted after you.  My eyes only see you. My arms want to hold you tight. Never let you go again. Every unspoken word is waiting to reach your mind and fill your heart with all this love that cannot be put into words.  I know I'm not perfect and never will be. But I am the purest, most honest, most faithful and most loyal soul that you have ever met in your life. I can guarantee you and I will promise you that i will love you forever.  No matter what happens. In all the ups and downs of our life. I will always be by your side, always empowering you and encouraging y...

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED

I miss that childhood I miss that innocence I miss my loved ones  And all those those hugs.  I miss those tales  I miss those stories I miss those swings And the cradle song mum used to sing.  I miss that greenery I miss that rain  I miss that rainbow And everything that nature gives.  I miss those stars I miss that sunrise I miss that sunset  And everything that used to be beautiful.  I miss those animals I miss those birds I miss those species  And whatever god gifted to us.  I miss those fields  I miss those flowers I miss those people And all those who were a part of my life.... (If u felt it then great because it has a deep  meaning... And if you judged then you are free to judge😊)                              Written By : Shourya Sugla  ▼・á´¥・▼

Alone

 Somebody's not here. And I feel alone.  I feel I lost a piece of my heart. I feel I lost support, love, blessings and goodness. I don't know how to react. My eyes are now tearless, with lots of water already dripped off. My head hurts, but my heart hurts so much more. I don't know whether I want to call them back or let them go. I have been shaken, thoroughly. Every other second, I recall a memory. And when my list is over, I start again. Whenever I think of anything, I think of you. Whenever I think, I think of you.  Miss you. Take care. Written by: Bhumika Arora 

Why should I fight a battle that is long lost?

I know you are done with me Because we no longer talk to each other as we did before. I know you are done with me Because you have time for everything and everyone. But not for me anymore. I know you are done with me 'Cause you don't care about me anymore. I know you are done with me Because you no longer pay attention to me. I know you are done with me 💔 ... If you were honest with yourself, you would admit that our time together is a thing of the past. If you absolutely listened to your feelings, you would be aware that you are treating me like dirt. I try so hard to keep our complicated relationship going. Which is not definable. But if one of them fights for both, that is not enough. Because that is doomed to fail from the start. But I didn't want to admit that to myself. This is my mistake. I admit that. But at some point, when I realize that my struggles are in vain and lead nowhere. I also give up and lay down my weapons. Because all of my strength and energy t...

At the turnstile?

I'd walk all day  I'd walk for miles  Just to see you  At the turnstile there You'd take my hand  We'd get on a train  Ride through the rain  There's no more pain  Just the tracks we're on  The past is gone I'd write all day Fill every page  Make poems and songs I'd'sing along To the air In case you're there Out somewhere But there's no one there Just a thought to send along  To my imaginary one Not yet a face But a space Saved for you Nonetheless Yes, just in case So I walk all day So I walk for miles Will I see you there At the turnstile?          WRITTEN BY : AARYAN GUPTA

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP

Dedicated to one of my close friend's story.... Isn't long distance relationship better than short one if you can spend more quality time together on phonecalls and text messages than meeting each other? Just craving to see each other and wishing darling hold me in your arms the way you did that day...It's not easy as it seems to be. You miss each other so badly that they can't escape from your thoughts even for a second. They become the only reason for each others  happiness , the reason for tears but share both the situations together. Their eyes smile from their cheeks and their message becomes the favourite  notification. They open their eyes after sleep and see for their message , close their eyes before sleep and they are the last person of the day they text. In simple words their day begins with them and ends with them. They may have nothing to talk on calls but still gets connect through heart and feels lucky that atleast they are with each other and can feel th...

Knot the unknotted

I know you're in my city walking around probably at the art museum saying something I'd agree with, something I'd laugh at, something I'd make fun of you for saying. I know you're visiting an old friend a new love you're probably not going to look for me  I'm probably going to sit right here on my bed hoping I don't look for you you'd say  I'm silly to think the universe would somehow work like a lost and found to bring me to you in town so large.  I'd say there have been stranger things the universe has done.  I know what you'd say I know what I'd say  I know we wouldn't say any of that at all  I'd say I write more now  You'd say it's not that good  I'd wonder why each word you say bites  You'd tell me I'm such a child I know you're in my city walking around  I hope you don't stay too long.              WRITTEN BY - AARYAN GUPTA

Stay calm

Anger, Rage or Fury is the worst attitude of all. When you're red, you don't think before you act, you don't evaluate your act and you hate everything and everyone irrespective of whether it is related to your cause or not. No doubt, most murders, most crimes are done in Fury. No doubt, it makes one insane. It's worse than being drunk. Drinking might make you lose control, but fury makes you lose sense. And the solution?  Simple and clear. Tell yourselves every morning, "stay calm. " Repeat this more frequently. Before the breakfast, before the lunch, before the dinner and before going to bed. Repeat this everytime you are instilled. Repeat this everytime you're enraged.  Stay calm. Take care. Written by: Bhumika Arora

Time with your loved ones is limited ...

When I was waiting for my mom in the car in front of the oncology department, I noticed a man. He was in his mid 40s, I would guess, long, brown, wavy hair and a baseball cap on his head. He was waiting under the roof of the entrance because it was raining very hard. He was always nervous and excited going up and down the entrance area. Always looked at the front door. As if he was waiting longingly for someone very special. He walked up and down the entrance area, up and down again for at least 10 minutes. Until he stopped with his back to the front door and checked something on his cell phone. Suddenly the doors of the oncology department opened and an older woman in her early 70s came out. Shoulder-length, white hair. She looks around and sees this waiting man. At that moment when the older woman steps out and he noticed her, time has visibly stopped for both of them. They only had one eye on each other and otherwise they no longer saw anything. He hugged the woman warmly, tenderly ...

PERFECTION

Perfection, I believe, is just a concept. It can be a goal, for those who work meticulously, but I fear it is unachievable.  I have no doubt about it. As they say "learning is a continuous eternal process" and it would have been not been possible had perfection been a possibility. Think of it. Do you know anybody who has not been startled by any situation in life or work? No, no, no. There can be none. How skilled you may be, but the application of skills offers you such a diversity of opportunities that you just cannot deny learning from them. But at the same time, I do not deny the existence of expertise. And so I better accept the fact that "PRACTICE MAKES AN INDIVIDUAL EXPERT" (not perfect*) What is expertise? And is Expertise success then? While that can be talked about later in detail. But briefly, it is not perfection itself, but the process you undergo in the path of perfection that makes you so called "perfectly" ready to face every situation.  Af...

I am middle class

  From nursery school, I was not good at studies but I was good at athletics, and that’s what my dream was, that I wanted to be an athlete. But we all know that studying should be your main priority according to the middle-class family and no one talks about your hobbies or what you are good at. If I had that much desire in myself then maybe I have been doing something which I loved the most but unfortunately, I am doing what I don’t want to do. BCom is not my cup of tea (to be honest). There is no family pressure but there was no support too. I have seen things becoming complicated when you know your parents are not going to agree on your dreams and you can’t force them also because you belong to a middle-class family. No matter what your opinion is but people around you (so-called society) their opinions are going to matter like they are going to pay your fees and expenses, but our parents will never understand this. Let’s talk about what my dream was when I was a kid I used to...

FAILURE

I know , I know you put a lot of efforts for me and I also try every time but I am always getting failed. You spend a lot of money on me but because of me all of it gets wasted.      Every time I look into your eyes it's pain which you never show me and I failed to become the medicine of that pain.        How all this happened to me no idea but I'm a complete mess right now.       I tried today as well but again I failed , don't worry mom, dad I'll rise again.       One day you will see the flame in my eyes which will make you feel proud and I will treat all your pain.                Written By : Shourya Sugla  (^o^)

Why don't we accept ourselves as we are? 

Do you respect yourself?  Do you love yourself the way you are? Are you proud of yourself every day for what you do every day?  Do you appreciate yourself Can you look in the mirror every day and think, "Wow do you look good today!"?  Are you always true to yourself and do not pretend to please others?  If you answer these questions honestly, you may see how negatively you think of yourself every day. But why is that so? Has it always been like that? I think "NO" it wasn't always like that. That comes with age, with all the pressure from society, you have to conform to an ideal in order to be "liked" and "recognized". To be "seen" and "perceived". Everyone who is different, thinks differently, looks different, is of less value in this society. Which is sad.  After all, aren't people just committed to this and fight for diversity, respect, charity, and acceptance of every human being? Actually, one should think society ...

I AM MATURE

Jolly nature , always smiling from outside but beaten from inside , I am mature. Hesitate in demanding something from parents, feels like I am a burden on them , I am mature. Always motivate others but fail to get motivated, I am mature. Everyday try my best to become the reason for someone's smile but fail to bring a smile on my own face , I am mature. Always act like I know nothing , always joking to keep environment cool , but think in every situation before taking any action , I am mature. Hesitate in talking sometimes but always successful in understanding others by keeping myself in place of that person , I am mature. Give best tips to everyone in every situation but unable to help myself , I am mature. Makes other fall asleep by boosting up their mood , but unable to sleep whole night due to thoughts , I am mature. Sometimes become rude due to others fault but still apologize for being rude , I am mature. If I hurt someone I say sorry many times , but if someone hurts me I a...

Religion You Don't Know About

Lets talk about cricket Not the insect, the game Not quite famous in Europe In India its all fame To begin with, International cricket has 3 formats T20is, Odis and tests Played on a 22 yard pitch with a ball and a bat The prime motive is to outscore your opponent 100 runs is called more ton less cent Tests are the purest format Usually the hardest to bat T20s are the latest addition Less deliveries with more action People know its a game For us lovers, its a religion Now lets talk about some goats of the game Sachin, Murali, Gilly, Viv and Shane The Fab 4 is a group of modern day legends Rohit and Babar are my special mentions Talking about some great skippers Msd, Ponting and Graeme Smith make the cut

Forget me

Forget me, he said like it's so easy to rip memories embroidered in my mind every look every touch that sent sparks flying through my skin forget me, he repeated like the command would instantly cut all the strings we've sown as if taking the tag out would completely take the Itch away as if we're not woven sweaters or dress shirts half undone

SPECIAL PHONECALL

Do you get calls? Does it happens sometimes you have nothing to talk about but still enjoy that long call and there is a smile at the end? Yes , it happened with me...We talked about 2 hours on the call and I don't even remember what we talked about. Maybe we shared some problems , our fears and spent some quality time. That sweet honey like voice still echoes in me ears and I wish it always remains there. That voice is my evergreen mood changer.  Whenever I feel upset I just call that person or listen to the voice messages. We laugh together for no reason, we cry together for no reason , who cares ? Atleast we are together in every situation and will always be together. Promising each other that we will never ever fight with each other for a third person and will clear misunderstandings without ego. Trust keeps increasing and smile reaches to top of this world causing cheeks to hurt badly. But if we are happy with the reason of pain that is spending time together then that pain is...

Late Night Thoughts

Sometimes I wonder to myself why do we exist. 2 am at midnight, when I am trying to sleep but cant sleep 1 bit, thats when I think whats the purpose of life. Everything was going well even before organisms appeared on this earth. Then what was the very reason of evolution.  Take Birth--->Grow up--->Give Birth--->Die Then what was the meaning of all this cycle. And if thats how it should go is the wish of god then what is again the purpose of millions of stars with planets totally inhabited. Among trillions of planets we might surely not be alone. It just cant be earth where life flourished .Then why in million year history we still remain undiscovered. Or are we seperated from other intergalactic organisms because we are a potential threat to the universe. Is everything a simulation??....Are we living in a virtual world??....Or is this all an alien kid's science project for school. And thats how these thoughts keep popping in this mind Astronomy has been truly been fascina...

WHAT IS LOVE?

Hearts broken because of love take time to heal. Because every wound that was left is deep. This takes time, patience, understanding and love from the right person in order to be able to heal completely again. If you love a person unconditionally, you give this person your trust, your loyalty, your valuable lifetime and your inexhaustible love. You give yourselves to the people without any evil ulterior motives. But is there a guarantee that these people deserve everything you give them, is worth it? You never know in advance. Do you take the risk to find true love and possibly be disappointed, hurt and emotionally kicked? How to treat dirt and how to be thrown away because you are interchangeable? I would say yes. Because the most beautiful thing in the world is love. Unconditional, honest and true love. Nothing and no one else can give you this feeling. It feels like flying. You feel soothing and light as a feather. Nothing and nobody can harm you. You are strong in every situation, ...

How my thoughts flow

Whenever I am struck with a thought, it continues far in a chain. Yesterday I came up with an idea- Let me take a break from all screens. But the fear of boring breakfasts. How would I be able to enjoy my food then? And I was reminded how we lunched together in school. Shared food and feelings 😄 And then the missed part of it. How the lockdown started, how we had always expected an unlock after each one's tenure ended (besides being threatened for the exams), how much I missed my friends and classmates, how excited I had been to revisit the school in February and everything before and after in a chain of thoughts, that returned to the idea- "I was to quit screens.". And this is a regular misery. I loop around my ideas, one after the other, rarely ending without the regret of missing school. And that makes me heartbroken. And the final decision? I could not. Coz it's the only thing that connects me to you.  Take care🤗   Written by : Bhumika Arora